It'z alway'z interesting 2 see or read of wat people think of themselves. My life has changed so much jus N da last couple of year'z not 2 mention since I first created a myspace page. I personally have changed not just N who I am but wat I believe, How I feel, How I love, & How I look @ life. Each day I live & I learn a lil bit more about wat or Who I am & Wat I want & Don't want 2 change about my life. I have met so many friend'z & acquaintances-People N general that have affected my own point of view'z N da last year. I feel blessed 2 have not only learned from them but 2 have had such an experience. Now here I am standing metaphorically speaking @ a crossroad just when I thought I had already made such a huge choice in my life. I find myself try'n now 2 decide which direction 2 go-Both way'z will take me far from where I am now, But each will have there own series of events & there own crossroads. Yet which road will I take? I still enjoy meeting new people & hearing about there own live'z & experiences. I get along with almost everyone. I can tell now dat my view of beautiful is a bit broader then most yet overlaps from what some will find beautiful & other do not. I have learned dat wat I believe N 2day may not be what I believe N 2morrow. But I still stand strong N wat I do believe 2day. I also know I have a lot 2 do & A short time 2 do it N & won't be able 2 do it all. By no mean'z does dat mean I plan @ anytyme on give'n up on doing any of them because life is full of opportunities & give'n da choice I would rather live my life try'n 2 do some of the thing'z I want & enjoy da experience of get'n da chance 2 do them then regret not trying any of da thing'z I Wanted & Hate da life I have lived. So, There U have it-A small bit of Who, Wat & Where I am N my life of 30 year'z on earth. 2 know me is but a privilege az 2 know U would be 2. Thanx fa take'n da tyme 2 read diz. Peace...Ray "J" ? + ?=Love!